Keptquisling’s Weblog

It’s wrong but we want to do it anyway. I don’t like my body dictating things for me, I like thinking, it keeps me from doing things I’ll regret, but sometimes we just can’t help it. I hate having guilt, but because I’m considering it at all, I might as well do it.

I need to have my brain fixed, I keep thinking about things I’m not supposed to. I mean its different now, it’s not like back at college, or my old job, I didn’t have responsibilities then. But now I do, I can’t just go around and make the same mistakes again. I have to think about the people who live with me, and depend on me.

I wish I could decide what to do.